U.M.A.Y

Ngayon ko lang to sasabihin ah. Nauumay na ako sa facebook. :| =)) Medyo lang naman eh. Wala kasi ginagawa dito sa office ngayon eh. Kaya ayun, di masyadong busy. 

Yun lang. 

Real Woman.

Am I real a woman? How to become a real woman? 

According to my research (research talaga? Hahaha) "Being a real woman is an art mostly pleasant, but demanding some skills and knowledge". What kind of skills? Nawindang ako dun ah. Siguro yun yung paghandle mu sa sarili mu, tama ba? Diko maisip kung anong klaseng skills ang kelangan e, given na yung knowledge e, skills? Ene be yen? Hahaha. Okay, let's move on. Hahaha. As we all know, there are NO un-beautiful women, there are women who DON'T KNOW that they're beautiful like me. HAHAHAHA. A woman is only she makes it of herself. Tulad ko, di ako naniniwalang maganda ako kahit ilang tao pa magsabe nun saken. Choosy pa teh? Hahaha. Pero may mga times na nagagandahan ako sa sarili ko (constelation of chairs). Pero bihira lang naman yun. Grabe naman kayo makareact. Hahaha. :) 

Ayun sa nabasa ko may mga tricks daw para maging real woman but these recommendations aren't the rules.The only definite rule is the inner feeling of a woman that she is the one and the only, but never just of a kind. :)

RECOMMENDATIONS ONLY:

• A real woman is an INDEPENDENT. She's always busy on her own business.
• A woman shouldn't solves mans problems. A man is the one supposed to take care of woman.
• A real woman can't ever be had over the barrel. Always well-dressed. Be ready that anything can happen all of a sudden.
• A woman should always stay calm and relaxed. Behaving as if nothing in this world really troubles her.
• Money shouldn't become the necessity of real woman's life. If she has money she spends it, when she is short of money she doesn't care, or just pretends she doesn't. 
• A real woman always has a couple of really good and expensive dresses in her wardrobe. They play the role of a parade costume for cases when its necessary to make an impression.
• One can say there are only must do and must have for a so-called real woman. But there are many free to do, or not to do for her either. 
• A woman can let herself be late. 10-15 minutes late is almost on time. 
• A real woman can let herself twist men round her little finger. She may stay mysteriously silent, complain that she's bored, act stupid or start a passionate scientific argument. Nobody can make a woman answer a question if she doesn't want to, and nobody can force her explain the reasons for doing this or that.
• A woman knows her worth, but makes everyone believe she's priceless. Everything she does - she does it with elegance. She knows how to make men dance to her tune and she really enjoys it. She always stays independent, careless and free. She knows what she wants, and will never let anyone stay in her way. A real woman is quite self-confident not to care about the rumors or public opinion, holding her head up high.

If a woman wants to be a real one, she shouldn't be afraid of changes and mistakes. It's never too late to make another attempt. :) 

These is only a guide. There's nothing wrong for being you. :) I just want to know how to become a real woman and for as what I've read it's really hard to be a real one. But at least I have an idea for being a real woman and I think I need to work on it. :) Time will come that I will become THE REAL WOMAN, in God's time. :D 

Lemme share you this song and it's related to my topic here. :)

I'm a (whoa-man), I can be what I wanna be. I'm a (whoa-man) I can be whatever everything you need. I'm a (whoa-man) and no matter what it takes, gonna keep my heels on higher, better stay stronger, wiser higher, winner!

#RealWoman

My Secret Dream.

Hindi na sya magiging secret kasi iaannounce ko na sya. Hahaha. Bata pa lang ako gusto ko na maging MODEL. Oo, promise! At alam kong malayo yun saken. Haha. Auntie, kelangan maganda ka (maganda naman ako) makinis ang balat (dyan tayo semplang, peklatin e). Hahahaha. SAMPLE! SAMPLE!

HAHAHA. Pede ba? 

Ewan ko sayo! Abnormal lang teh. 

#model

BE FAIR.

Di naman sa ayaw ko sa kanya. Pero sana naman di lang sya palagi. Di lang naman sya ang tao sa grupo ah. Di lang naman sya yung may kakayanan. E kung puro sya lang paano mag standout yung iba, paano makakapag gain ng confidence yung iba. Give chance to others. And wag masyado pairalin ang FAVORITISM. Tama na yung minsan na ako lang yung nakaramdam ng inggit sa kanya dahil sya nalang lagi pero alam mu ang pinaka iinisan ko dun, yun yung IKAW ikaw lagi ang pumipili. Akala mu diko alam? Oo magaling sya, pero di lang sya ang magaling. Kaya nga tayo nagttrain diba? Para lahat gumaling at magamit naten yun. Pero kung lahat ng opportunity ng bawat isa saten ay binibigay mu sakanya USELESS lang lahat ng pinaghihirapan ng iba.

Eto lang yan e. ASK BEFORE YOU DECIDE. Di yung ikaw yung magdedecide. Sabihin na naten sya pinipili ng iba pero ikaw yung nagiinsist e. Okay na saken mu lang ginawa yun e, pero ngayon may mga taong nasasagasaan ka na. Pagdating sa feelings mu napaka sensitive mu pero pag feelings na ng iba napaka INSENSITIVE mu. Okay lang na magbigay ng opinion pero yung ikaw na ang magdedecide, mali na yun teh! Tandaan mu nabawasan na yung karapatan naten. Tsk.

BE FAIR. Wag favoritism ang pairalin. May tamang lugar dun. HAAAAAYYYYY.

Gigil much? Di naman. Tamang chill lang. Balang araw marerealize mu na ninakawan mu ng ooportunity ang ibang tao dahil sa ugali mung yan. TSK.

Always Welcome ^^

Lagi ko naman sayo sinasabe na "I'm always here for you". Alam mu naman kung gaano kita kalove. Basta dito lang ako para makinig at para icomfort ka. Comfort pillow? HAHAHAHA. At lagi kitang susuportahan. Alam mu yan teh! Hahaha. Oh yesss! Sasama talaga ako sa March. Hahaha. Alam mu yan. Oo mag leave ako! Excited na tuloy ako. Hahaha. This time sama na naten si Benj para naman makagala yung tao. Kawawa naman. HAHAHAHAHA.

I always love you Piluur. ^^ <3

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Naiinis ako. Naiinis ako sa inaasal ko sayo. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil kinaiinisan kita. Diko alam kung bakit. 20 days na ang nakalipas simula nung araw na yun. Dinelete kita sa facebook pati number mu. Diko alam kung bakit ko ginawa yun. Pero ang alam ko sa sarili ko nasaktan mu ako. Nasaktan mu ng di mu alam? Siguro.

Nagtext sya. Una alam kong sya yun, pangalawa diko alam kong rereplayan ko sya. Nireplayan ko. Sino ka. Nagpakilala sya. Dina ulet ako nagreply. Nagtext ulet. Bakit mu ko dinelete? Blah blah. Then sa sobrang inis ko tinetext ko sya ng "ayaw na kita makita, I don' t wanna hear your voice, I don't wanna hear your name, so stop acting like you care",  he replied "ganun ba? Sorry ah. Di lang ako sanay.". The End. I didn't text him again.

Sa totoo lang pinagsisisihan ko yung sinabe ko sa kanya. :( Bakit ko nga ba sinabe yun? Gusto ko lang ba na suyuin nya ako, na kulitin nya ulet ako. Pero di naman nya gagawin yun e. After lahat ng nabasa ko. Never nyang gagawin yun.

#ayawkonanaiiyaknako

Weird Dream.

Okay start na agad. Tulog ako. Sarap tulog. Then pumasok na ako sa kabilang mundo, ang PANAGINIP. :)

Ang natatandaan ko nalang is yung umiiyak na ako. Kasi G1 will be leaving at pupunta sila ng China. HAHAHA. Yes, just what you read, CHINA. Kasama talaga ako kasi mas pinili kong mag stay dito sa Pinas. Tapos nung nasa airport na kame para ihatid sila biglang nagbago isip ko, gusto ko ng sumama. Hahaha. E kaso limited lang yung pede, e may isa pang slot kaso may nakareserve na dun. Iyak ako ng iyak. Sobra. As in iyak talaga. :"""""""""(((((( Tapos meron palang bumack out kaya di na ako nag atubiling tumakbo sa upuan na vacant. Ayun nakasama na ako.

Tapos nung nagising ako basa yung mata ako. As in may luha. Pero at the end natawa ako sa panaginip ko. HAHAHAHA. Ang G1 pupunta ng China? Gusto mu yun? Hahaha. Pede din. =)) 

Yun lang. :)