Oh Yeah.

Hello. :> Wala lang. Wala ako maisip na ipost pero gusto ko talaga magpost ngaun. Anu ba paedeng ikwentooo? Hmmm.... 

 

Ayy, malapit na matapos ung Sem ngaun. Ohw shti! Lapit ng graduation. Excited ako na parang ayaw ko. Kasi naman eh kung kelan gusto ko pa magstay saka naman ako aalis. Pero di naman ako mawawala eh, tatambay lang naman ako sa CPA para magreview. Saka magtraining padin ako noh. Jusko. Ang hirap ng buhay ko pag walang halong sayaw. Super bored ako nun. Diko talaga kaya igive up eh parehas kong mahal ang dancing at accounting. Joke ba toh? Oo noh, di naman siguro ako tatagal sa BSA kung diko mahal ang accounting. Masaya ako sa course ko kahit sobrang napakahirap ipasa. Sa ngaun medyo lang naman na delikado ako sa Acctg15. Potek! Dami ko na absent dun. Kakatamad kasi pumasok lalo na kung may training kay Coach. Diko makuhan umalis baka kasi di na kame magkita ni Kulot eh. HAHAHA. Joke. Eh basta pag MWF tinatamad ako. Pero babawi talaga ako. Kelan? HAHA. Shempre sa finals, magaaral ako ng mabuti dun. Promise!

Merun akong choco na diko naman pedeng kainin kasi baka magiba ung lasa nya. Diko naman pedeng ibenta kasi baka sabihin nila panget ang lasa. Saka alam ko naman na mageexpire na un eh kaya bat ko pa kailangan kainin or ibenta diba? Ilalagay ko nalang sa Ref hanggang sa tumigas at para diko na talaga makain. Pero nagcrave talaga ako saka pagkinain ko un sasakit lang ngipin ko ngaun pa nga lang na iniisip kong kainin sumasakit na ngipin ko panu pa kaya pag kinain ko? Baka di kaya ng gamot at kailangan ng bunutin. :| Ayaw ko din ibenta kasi masasaktan lang ako kasi shempre importante saken un noh. Itatago ko nalang talaga sa Ref. :) Gets mo? :P

Eto pa, dika pa pala tapos? Haha. Nagpapatawa ka pa din? Sige lang pagpatuloy mu yan natutuwa talaga ako sarap tumawa lalo na sa harapan mu. :D Komedyante ka pala. Good job! Hahaha. Sa totoo nga wala na ako paki sa mga ginagawa mu at sinasabe mu eh, napapangiti mu pa nga ako kasi PINAGSISIGAWAN mu pa talaga. Haha. Eto lang masasabi ko " Alam ko ang ginagawa ko at alam ko kung anu ang mga POSSIBILITY na consequences sa ginagawa ako, eh ikaw? Alam mu din kaya? HAHA. Just asking, basta ako may alam ako pero diko nalang sasabihin. Haha. Lokohin mu sarili mu para matawa ako lalo. Hahaha." Oyy, magrereact yan. Hahaha. Patunayan mung wala ka ng paki wag ung puro sa salita. :) Diba? Haha. Ayy oo nga pala nagreact din ako, so what? Eh gusto ko eh. Pustahan may isang tao makakabasa neto at shempre magrereport sya sa kanyang Boss para may maisulat sila sa kanilang dyaryo at may maipalabas sila sa TV. Hahaha. Move on dong! Wag puro salita. HAHAHAHA. Obvious kasi eh, assuming ba? Mas maganda na ung nagassume pero di naman nageexpect? Eh? Anu daw? Ewan diko din nagets bigla nalang kasi natype. :P Peace mehn!

Hahaha. Sorry naman. Wala kasi ako maisip na maipost kaya kung anu nalang ung biglang pumasok sa isipan ko. Ayy ta! Ngaun ko lang narealize na nagsayang lang ako ng oras sa kakatyoe neto pero okay na to may maipost lang. HAHAHAHA. :)

Kain muna ako Kayomito. Sorry diko alam spelling eh. HAHAHAHA. :) LOL. 

Being Yourself.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

I'm not always as confident as I seem, there are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me, sometimes I just want a hug, someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me, when people aren't afraid to show what they're really feeling. I don't like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn't do anyone any good. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh. I've been taken advantage of, used, and abused. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart and my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever.

I’m nowhere near perfect. I eat when I’m bored . I fall for boys too easily. I’m vulnerable to their lies. I’m hoping that one day someone can get to know me without me getting into a long story. I live by quotes that explain exactly what I’m going through. I make excuses for everything in my life. I’m not perfect and I’m glad because I think that would make me extremely boring. 

IMPERFECTION IS BEAUTIFUL.

If You Asked Me To.

Used to be that I believed in something 

Used to be that I believed in love 

It's been a long time since I've had that feeling 

I could love someone 

I could trust someone 

I said I'd never let nobody near my heart again darlin' 

I said I'd never let nobody in 

But if you asked me to 

I just might change my mind 

And let you in my life forever 

If you asked me to 

I just might give my heart 

And stay here in your arms forever 

If you asked me to 

If you asked me to 

Somehow ever since I've been around you 

Can't go back to being on my own 

Can't help feeling darling since I've found you 

That I've found my home 

That I'm finally home 

I said I'd never let nobody get too close to me darling 

I said I needed, needed to be free 

(But if you asked me to) 

Asked me to, I will give my world to you baby 

I need you now 

Ask me to and I'll do anything for you baby, for you baby 

If you asked me to 

I'd let you in my life forever 

If you asked me to

If You Asked Me To

BLANGKO

Hello. =) Dame ako kwento pero nakakatamad saka nakakasawa na kasi pagkwentuhan un eh. Basta in the end okay na lahat. Oh diba? HAHA. Saka happy na ako kasi kahit papanu nakaganti ako sa kanya. Bleh. Oo, bad ko noh? Alam mu naman na na un diba? Hahaha.

Uhm. Nakow. Comprehensive Exams na namen kelangan ng matinding aral. Bawal tamad ngaun. Pero etong week na to puro ako tamad. HAHA. Kasi naman eh, ewan ko nga ba! Pero ngaun di ako tinatamad ngaun. Masipag ako ngaun. Hahaha. At sa tuesday na matatapos ang OJT ko. Yehey! Di na ako gigising maaga! Mapapanuod ko na din ung doraemon., ghost fighter, one piece, at showtime! Yehey talaga! Hahaha. After 5months natapos din ako. :> Hihihi.

Uhm. Anu pa ba? May nanggugulo sa isipan ako. HAHAHA. Epal talaga. Pero ignore nalang naten. Mawawala din yun. Diba? Wag ko nalang pansinin. :)

DREAM.

Sa totoo lang medjo malungkot ako ngaun. :| Kasi gustong gusto ko pang magcompete. Lalo na mukang maganda ung batch ngaun. Ewan ko ba. Oo nakailan na akong competition pero diko pa kasi natutupad ung goal ko eh. Ung makapasok sa finals at gusto ko kasama ako sa compete team. Pero napakalabo na talaga eh. Hayy. Kaya minsan napapatulala nalang ako. Pero natatanggap ko naman na talaga eh. Naiinggit lang talaga ako. Bukas audition na para sa Skechers7, gustong gusto ko magaudition. Ang bigat sa dibdib. Ganito ung naramadaman ko kung unang lumayo ako sa Groove One. :| Hayy. Pero kailangan ko ng magmove on eh. Diko man nagawa ung goal ko alam ko naman ung mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko na magagawa nila un. Naniniwala ako sa kanila. I have faith on them and I have faith on HIM. God have a plan for us. And I know He will give to us what we want if we believe in Him. And we believed in Him continuously. 

Mukang last dance ko na talaga ung sa Sportsfest ah. Pero di porket gagraduate na ako eh titigil na ako. NO WAY! Magcocontinue padin ako sa pag aim na magexcel pa lalo. May goal na ulet ako at un ung makapagcompete sa World Hiphop. Yeah, it's a big competition. Alam ko madami pa akong bigas na kakainin bago ko magawa un. Pero naniniwala ako sa sarili ko na makakasama ako. Di naman masama mangarap eh, at di lang yan salita sa hangin galing yan sa puso ko. At gagawin ko ang lahat para makamit yan. Promise! Nangako ako sa sarili ko na kailangan makasama ako dun. At alam ko na madaming mas magaling saken pero di ibig sabihin nun eh susuko na ako. Pare parehas lang kameng tao na nagsimula sa umpisa at handa ako ipagpatuloy ung naumpisahan ko na. :) Tiwala lang naman yan eh. Basta gagawin ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko. 

=)

Buong araw akong nagaral para Finals namen sa Acoounting 18. And it sucks. Grabe. Ang sakit sa ulo, kahit walang computations puro theory lang pero kailangan ko intindihin para handa na rin ako sa Comprehensive Exams namen. Pinipilit ko talagang magaral kahit tamad na tamad ako. Di ako pede magpatalo sa katamaran. Actually kakahawak ko lang ng fone ko sa lappy ko. Gaahd. Mula paggising ko books na agad ung hawak ko. Well, kelangan kasi magsipag eh. =)

Uhm. Ung ibang G1 nasa EK. Wow. Buti pa sila happy happy. HAHAHA. Pero mas pinili ko kasi talagang di sumama eh. Kelangan kong magpigil at magtipid. Gaadh. Ang dami ko pang babayaran noh. San ako kukuha? Di naman ako makahingi, kasi naman eh. SANA MAYAMAN NA AKO NGAUN. Kahit 10 minutes lang. =) Hahaha.

Ewan ko ba. Kanina habang nagaaral ako bigla ko nalang naisip un...

ISIP:

I want a friend who's willing to offer his/her hands to hold me and not to let me go. A friend who always there for me needed or not. Ung friend na di mu na kelangan sabihan na may problema ka isang tingin lang alam na kung anu dapat gawin. Ung friend na hindi humihingi ng kahit anung kapalit, pero shempre dapat GIVE AND TAKE. Panget naman ung ikaw lang ung take ng take tapos sya give ng give. Dapat fair. =) I want a friend who can accept me for who I am and can accept me for what I am not. A friend will tell me the truth even if it will hurt me. Gusto ko din ung diko na kailangan sabihin sa kanya na best friend ko sya. Ako kasi ung tipong mababaw lang ung standards pagdating sa mga friends, close friends, and best friends. Kung lage kita nakakasama, lage kitang katext, lage kitang kausap, lage kitang naiisip, lage kitang inaalala, for sure isa kana sa mga friends, close friends, and best friends. 

Alam ko naman na unfair un pag sila lang ung ganun. Shempre ako din, I'm willing to hold their hands and I will do my best to hold them tight. This is not a promise but I will do my best for them. I'll always be there for them needed or not. I will try my best to make them happy. And I'm not expecting that they will do the same as long as na nakikita ko silang masaya, masaya na din ako. =))

HAHA. Diko alam kung may pinatunguhan ba to. Dami ko pa gusto sabihin pero diko alam bat diko masabe dito. Tapos di pa ako marunong magkwento. HAHAHA. Ewan. Bahala na kayo intindihin. =)

Why Do You dance?

Do you dance because you love to move to the beat of music? Or do you dance to become a better dancer? Every dancer has reasons for dancing. Why do you dance?

Dancing is my life. When I feel bored, i dance. When i feel lonely and empty, i dance. When I feel nervous, I dance. When I feel happy, I dance. When I'm with Him, I dance with all my heart. Dancing is not for entertainment, dancing is like a human you can feel the warm, love, happiness, sadness. You can easily express your feeling in dancing. I dance I truly feel that it's just as necessary as food and water if I want to be happy, healthful, and live out loud.Dance can make you stress free. I hear the music inside, and the movements come. Classes refined the movements and now choreography is as natural as breathing, to hear music (which I love and prefer) or not to hear it, it is the desire to move and be free in that movement.

Let me name the ways.
(these are not in order by the way just the ones that came in my head first)

1. To express what I'd to deep for words.
2. To be myself.
3. TO LIVE basically (ha-ha).
4. Its a GREAT way to stay in shape.
5. Its nice to be passionate about something.
6. The friends you make are great because they share your passion.
7. I love all the costumes.
8. I love the shouting.
9. It makes me happy.
10. I love the thrill of being on stage.
12. I like to stay busy .
13: I love competitions.
14. Life is dance, Dance is Life.

I dance because I have to, I dance because I want to, I dance because it is who I am.